Dear Troy

Troy,

you used to know my soul very well, but you haven't spoken to it for months, you don't know it's changed, how desperately it's begging you to listen.

out of hope, I genuinely think that tomorrow we will talk. because of everything we've built together and which I don't want to see destroyed.

Tonight I'm going to pray with all my might and all my faith and ask God not to let me spend the rest of my days like this.

I once heard the phrase, "stop being who you were and become who you are"

now where's the instructional manual to this process? I hope its in english. french would be ok too.